Go to this Hypnotherapist today with a bit of foreboding, but with a little bit of excitement, and a heartfelt desire that he'll take away my cravings for a fag! Perhaps he'll rid me of all my other little vices too!

I haven't been to see dad since Tuesday, but the RW goes in every evening with his meds. He feels justified in hitting me because I "asked for it"! Still very drunk, but that's par for the course just now. Still have a black eye, but maybe the hypnotist can help with that too?